Whats wrong with me?
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If you are depressed because of a guy, you need to get away from the guy, get your mind off him, and onto more constructive things, like hobbies, work, or good causes.
Heck, read a good book. There are tons of books you can read, anything from "Pride and Prejudice" to "Jurassic Park". Those'll soak up some of your time and you'll enjoy it, too. It's a lot worse to wallow in your misery... :-/
Heck, read a good book. There are tons of books you can read, anything from "Pride and Prejudice" to "Jurassic Park". Those'll soak up some of your time and you'll enjoy it, too. It's a lot worse to wallow in your misery... :-/
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From: West Covina, CA
Rep Power: 0 sounds like you got it bad, bLeh boys are booty, even my bf makes me feel depressed sometimes, but. ..i hope you feel better...just reading this thread makes me feel depressed :\
i vote for the windows down, roof open, and music loud. ...drive away into the sunset! best idea ever. ill do it with you!!! when do we leave!?! heheh
i vote for the windows down, roof open, and music loud. ...drive away into the sunset! best idea ever. ill do it with you!!! when do we leave!?! heheh
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For the past few days I've been kinda depressed and these came to my mind which then went to my pen and paper and now I bring them to you..... Let me know what you think and I'll try to stop acting so EMO
The pain is subsiding,
My body grows numb.
A warm vibrance drops to the deck,
From the soft white flesh.
Faster it flows with each new wound,
As the cuts get deeper.
My body is cold and lifeless,
The wounds remind me of the life thats left.
Trying to stop the bleeding,
And all the pain I feel.
I can't do it on my own,
There is too much anger to put aside.
Please put me out of this misery,
The pool of blood steadily grows.
There's no more numbness and no more pain,
All the vibrance turned dark.
There is no more misery,
It is all over now.
Each piece I cut from this warm flesh,
Relives me from this pain.
Drops of the sweet red blood,
Drip from the tip of the dull blade.
Gushing from the wound in my leg,
The blood starts to gather at my feet.
I wont stop bleeding and I'm getting sleepy.
More thoughts of what you said,
Beg for me to slice deeper into the flesh.
No bandage will ever cover up this wound,
And the blood drawn wont be washed away.
These bloodshot eyes
Burned by my falling tears.
Thoughts of anger and rage,
Fill this suicidal mind.
Theres no turning back,
All I can see is red.
Here it is- my last attempt.
To catch my breath and think things thru.
It's too late for me,
What's done is done.
I hear their screams all around,
As wild confusion fills the air.
Once white walls are now
A brilliant shade of red.
I've painted the town a whole new color,
All because they refused to listed.
Now they all cry in terror and fear,
Over what i have done.
It's all over now,
I can't bring myself back.
Afraid to let go,
Even more to araid to keep hold.
As I fade into the darkness,
Remember I did it all for you.
~Kirsten Renee
The pain is subsiding,
My body grows numb.
A warm vibrance drops to the deck,
From the soft white flesh.
Faster it flows with each new wound,
As the cuts get deeper.
My body is cold and lifeless,
The wounds remind me of the life thats left.
Trying to stop the bleeding,
And all the pain I feel.
I can't do it on my own,
There is too much anger to put aside.
Please put me out of this misery,
The pool of blood steadily grows.
There's no more numbness and no more pain,
All the vibrance turned dark.
There is no more misery,
It is all over now.
Each piece I cut from this warm flesh,
Relives me from this pain.
Drops of the sweet red blood,
Drip from the tip of the dull blade.
Gushing from the wound in my leg,
The blood starts to gather at my feet.
I wont stop bleeding and I'm getting sleepy.
More thoughts of what you said,
Beg for me to slice deeper into the flesh.
No bandage will ever cover up this wound,
And the blood drawn wont be washed away.
These bloodshot eyes
Burned by my falling tears.
Thoughts of anger and rage,
Fill this suicidal mind.
Theres no turning back,
All I can see is red.
Here it is- my last attempt.
To catch my breath and think things thru.
It's too late for me,
What's done is done.
I hear their screams all around,
As wild confusion fills the air.
Once white walls are now
A brilliant shade of red.
I've painted the town a whole new color,
All because they refused to listed.
Now they all cry in terror and fear,
Over what i have done.
It's all over now,
I can't bring myself back.
Afraid to let go,
Even more to araid to keep hold.
As I fade into the darkness,
Remember I did it all for you.
~Kirsten Renee
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From: OXNARD, CA. SoCal. "805", North of L.A.
Rep Power: 359 Go and download this punk rock jam!
It will help turn that frown upside down!
Band: None More Black Under
Song: Under My Feet
Lyrics:
I'm up here in my bedroom. I'm never coming out.
I've got some rearranging that I've got to figure out.
Maybe it's the computer, maybe it's the TV. Maybe.
Maybe Not. I doubt it. Maybe it's...
I've lost communication between rational and doubt.
Washed out the wave until it led me to the drought.
Now I'm pissed and angry, just staring at the floor.
I need a little more focus. Come on, this is ridiculous.
How something small has become so big.
Come on, I can't consider this.
I can't consider this is how it's gotta be.
I'm counting on the music to get me through the day.
I'm counting on the anti-histamine so I can breathe.
I'm choking on opinion. I'm coughing up conceit.
Ha Ha Ha. Just try to throw that back at me.
Drove twice through the same hour.
Flew right a day. Still it's not enough for me.
or go here and watch the video: http://www.nmbmusic.net/visual.html and click on this pic:
It will help turn that frown upside down!
Band: None More Black Under
Song: Under My Feet
Lyrics:
I'm up here in my bedroom. I'm never coming out.
I've got some rearranging that I've got to figure out.
Maybe it's the computer, maybe it's the TV. Maybe.
Maybe Not. I doubt it. Maybe it's...
I've lost communication between rational and doubt.
Washed out the wave until it led me to the drought.
Now I'm pissed and angry, just staring at the floor.
I need a little more focus. Come on, this is ridiculous.
How something small has become so big.
Come on, I can't consider this.
I can't consider this is how it's gotta be.
I'm counting on the music to get me through the day.
I'm counting on the anti-histamine so I can breathe.
I'm choking on opinion. I'm coughing up conceit.
Ha Ha Ha. Just try to throw that back at me.
Drove twice through the same hour.
Flew right a day. Still it's not enough for me.
or go here and watch the video: http://www.nmbmusic.net/visual.html and click on this pic:
Last edited by PunkingCivic; Oct 4, 2006 at 04:35 PM.
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From: Socal,Cali
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Hey
Thought you could use some help. Sorry to hear your feeling so depressed. Whatever you do keep fighting the urges you get. "The heart is treacherous who can know it"? A few things to do:
1.Don't Isolate yourself-you need people around you so you dont get lonley(er)
2.Don't exhaust yourself-That in its self leads to depression
3.Get a goods night sleep-I know you can't just choose to get 8 hours of shut eye but sometimes you have to try really hard.
4.Don't give up-out of all the things you can control how you react and what you choose to focus on are in your realm of control.
Talk to someone you trust and love (family,friends,teletubbies...whoever!)
Try to focus on others.
Keep yourself busy doing something that makes a positive impact on everyone.
Im am truly sorry that you feel the way you do but don't give up. Things will get better.
Thought you could use some help. Sorry to hear your feeling so depressed. Whatever you do keep fighting the urges you get. "The heart is treacherous who can know it"? A few things to do:
1.Don't Isolate yourself-you need people around you so you dont get lonley(er)
2.Don't exhaust yourself-That in its self leads to depression
3.Get a goods night sleep-I know you can't just choose to get 8 hours of shut eye but sometimes you have to try really hard.
4.Don't give up-out of all the things you can control how you react and what you choose to focus on are in your realm of control.
Talk to someone you trust and love (family,friends,teletubbies...whoever!)
Try to focus on others.
Keep yourself busy doing something that makes a positive impact on everyone.
Im am truly sorry that you feel the way you do but don't give up. Things will get better.
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From: socal, corona
Rep Power: 312 you should move out of where ever it is you are living... go find yourself a new 2bd place... make sure it is cat friendly..
and hell since im such a nice guy ill even move in with ya and pay half the bills.. you can have the masterbedroom...
ok this is a trick.. i just need to find a place to live that is not with my gf.. cuz i need to get rid of her cuz i just dont want this anymore.. i just want to be able to go to work and come home and then go back to work without having to make someone else happy
pittypartyhijackwhat
did i mention i can cook!
and hell since im such a nice guy ill even move in with ya and pay half the bills.. you can have the masterbedroom...
ok this is a trick.. i just need to find a place to live that is not with my gf.. cuz i need to get rid of her cuz i just dont want this anymore.. i just want to be able to go to work and come home and then go back to work without having to make someone else happy
pittypartyhijackwhat
did i mention i can cook!
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First 2004 Civic With A R34 Kit
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From: WESTMINSTER, CA
Rep Power: 279 you should move out of where ever it is you are living... go find yourself a new 2bd place... make sure it is cat friendly..
and hell since im such a nice guy ill even move in with ya and pay half the bills.. you can have the masterbedroom...
ok this is a trick.. i just need to find a place to live that is not with my gf.. cuz i need to get rid of her cuz i just dont want this anymore.. i just want to be able to go to work and come home and then go back to work without having to make someone else happy
pittypartyhijackwhat
did i mention i can cook!
and hell since im such a nice guy ill even move in with ya and pay half the bills.. you can have the masterbedroom...
ok this is a trick.. i just need to find a place to live that is not with my gf.. cuz i need to get rid of her cuz i just dont want this anymore.. i just want to be able to go to work and come home and then go back to work without having to make someone else happy
pittypartyhijackwhat
did i mention i can cook!
so my pay is gonna be huge!!! Anyways you can cook but is the food able to be eaten?? lol and i know the feeling of living with some one you dont and or your not a part of or dont want to be part of any more....
lol and im not drama like most girls.....no matter what robbie says!
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First 2004 Civic With A R34 Kit
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From: WESTMINSTER, CA
Rep Power: 279 If you are depressed because of a guy, you need to get away from the guy, get your mind off him, and onto more constructive things, like hobbies, work, or good causes.
Heck, read a good book. There are tons of books you can read, anything from "Pride and Prejudice" to "Jurassic Park". Those'll soak up some of your time and you'll enjoy it, too. It's a lot worse to wallow in your misery... :-/
Heck, read a good book. There are tons of books you can read, anything from "Pride and Prejudice" to "Jurassic Park". Those'll soak up some of your time and you'll enjoy it, too. It's a lot worse to wallow in your misery... :-/
you know what really cracks me up, is that we post some random posts on an actual relevant thread and it gets locked, then you have completely pointless threads like this and they leave them open.....man 7thgen is lame.
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First 2004 Civic With A R34 Kit
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Rep Power: 279 hahah i love my job!!! im at work and im on here as well.... while talking on the phone, text messanging, listening to music, and drawing 
best part is my supervisor is here with me watching me do this... and hes nominating me as employee of the me as employee of the month this just keeps getting better by the minute!!!!
best part is my supervisor is here with me watching me do this... and hes nominating me as employee of the me as employee of the month
this just keeps getting better by the minute!!!! Last edited by TyPiCaLwhYtGiRL; Oct 6, 2006 at 02:36 PM.
