I dont know whats wrong with me, but ever since last night, when i was trying to fall asleep, i got all depressed. its really weird for me, cuz im normally a really happy person. so i dont know what to do. and i dont really know whats causing it. do you guys have any ideas for how i can get whatever it is outta my system?


i feel like this is a stupid question, but its really affecting me in a negative way, and i dont know what to do.

i wouldve posted it in off topic, but id rather hear from some people that actually KNOW me.

 
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odd.




I just watch movies.....lots and lots of movies. Been watchin about 2 a night lately.

 
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i used to just hop in the car and start driving. Usually end up at the beach and just chill in the car for a lil and go home. Looking at the sunset clears my mind. Sounds gay but works for me.

 

yeah but i dont like to be alone, yet i dont like to be with people and bring them down, so i dont know... being home alone makes it worse tho

 
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Take the pills that the docs issue me to control my aggression or go out to the shooting range with my AR and start blasting away.

 
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...you should just rub one out, and call it a night

 

thats what i always do too, just drive for hours, and i mean hours, but it hasnt helped this time, i dont understand, and i cant cry about it anymore, im just like hurting, you know? its hard to explain, but i cant make the feeling go away

 

yeah i tried last night to just crash early and i couldnt.... it sucks so bad

 

and viet, im not gonna say anything, but i have some strong prescription **** too, but i would never do that,.... but if it helps u i guess.

 
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Somehow this does not surprise me

I am totally picturing you as John J. Rambo

 
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eh i like to write my anger/sorrows away...
sleeping helps too but since you cant, maybe take some nyquil or something. that stuff will knock you out...

 

yeah i tried, i took a double dose of nyquil last night, but i still couldnt sleep...

you really dont understand, its so bad. i dont know what to do

 
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Damn bro you just need to stop posting stupid **** already, ever notice that no one gives a fu(k what you post? Then why do you keep on doing it?

Anyways my way of dealing with things are totally wrong so you dont want to know what I think about it.

 
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Also, When i am depressed whoring up the Socal board usually helps!

 

um, wesley, i think i know already. your acting like i dont know you or something, and im gettin close to doing something you would

 
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Its cool Fonto but we have different ways on dealing with depression.

 

yeah it still hasnt helped all day mike... ugh! damnit man! this sucks

 
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Easy Wes...the guy posts some unusual stuff...but i give the guy props for standing on the front lines...but i do think he might have gotten hit by the Agent orange or something

 
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Congrats VietScouty..this is your second award for today!

Speech Speech Speech!

 
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I also respect him for what he's done over there, but that gives him no right to post stupid **** like that, anyways lets get back to topic.


I've always thought drinking was the way to get rid of problems and sometimes even walking away from them helped sometimes too, but all that got me was more problems and a hangover!

 
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Ya I hear you its how I get at times... Thats why I buy lots of videogames for distraction. I distract myself by doing stuff. Its the only true way

 
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Actually thats a good answer, doing things, keeping your mind occupies is usually the best way to get over it.

 
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You guys better be careful...he is obviously not emotionally stable...yall might **** him off, and he might show up at a meet with an AK and go 'nam on yall a$$e$!

..at least he seems "fun loving"

 
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hahaha alright fine I'll leave him alone.

 
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When I try and keep myself busy, i always do something that pisses me off...so instead of being sad, i end up getting mad...like that god d@mn car radio!!!

 
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also if you dont feel good vent to a close friend. Venting helps alot as well. .

 
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But just never drink your sorrows/depression away. My bro did that and almost had alkie poison

 

yeah i used to drink till i passed out and that just always made things worse.

 
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ahahaa That happends to me too! I start kicking **** around! LOL

 
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just got a phonecall , serious about 10 minutes ago from someone I know drank because they were depressed. It makes you totally flip out.